Somedays you just feel like why in the world did I get out of bed today? I have had one of those days. My kids are mad at me, I have a very bad summer cold, I seem to disappoint everyone that I love, and I am here in a new house and it doesn't seem like home yet. The worst is that I just found out someone I love very, very much has had the cancer word thrown at them. I feel like crawling in a hole and screaming, not at the Doctor, my kids, or anyone else I have let down today, but God Himself. That may sound blasphemous to some of you, but it all comes down to Him, now doesn't it? Yes, I have a responsibility in this too, and right now I am at the bottom of my list as far as people I like, but that still small voice in my head is telling me that He is with me, and my friend, and He works all things after the counsel of His will, but I don't have to like it. Pray for my friend. God loves her more than I could ever attempt to.
11 months ago
3 comments:
May the Lord give you and your friend comfort.
Lynn,
How you are feeling is how this past year has been for me and this past week even more.
I keep saying To God be the Glory. I am not able to see how this brings glory to God, but I don't have His eyes to see that.
Love to you from a Sister in the Lord at Westminster P.C
Rebecca
Thinking of you a lot this week and missing you--wish I could give you a hug...
Love you,
L.
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